Why do I feel this way??

Okay...this really sucks...but i don't know why i feel this way...
like i'm not important in someone's life....
maybe it's just me and my mood...(since tests are JUST around the corner)...
But i can't help it..
a few phone calls and i feel so sad...
that when i call...it's never important enough...if it's someone else....wow...it can go on for hours..
makes me real sad as i really care about these people....
they play such a huge role in my life and yet i feel this way...
and it brought back memories of me being left out of conversations and outings...
i really don't know....maybe it's just me...too sensitive....
but i hope i'm not right....cause i really don't want to be...
anyways...i hope all this mixed feelings can go away...

so i can ACTUALLY concentrate on my tests/exams which are coming up...