why the sudden jerk attitude?

so today i was thinking about this friend i used to be quite close to...

we were good friends....this was during school...right before this friend graduated....something about our friendship changed....no more talking....just awkward moments...

till this day i have no idea what happened....did i make a mistake? did something happen?..

so many questions...left unanswered.....

we can pass each other....with not even a nod or a smile.....i just find it strange....

i guess maybe i may have made a mistake...but i can't apologize....cause my ego (yup...)..is telling me..."u have no idea what u have done...so why bother apologizing??"..

well i guess my ego is pretty strong la...

owh well...i guess he's the jerk...no apparent reason...with no confrontation....i can't say anymore..

what is...will be...

A new beginning....

well... today i was finally done with my registration as a graduate student in UPM...

boy was it tiring....at least 3 1/2 hrs of waiting and waiting and waiting (u get the point)...

anywayz....i'm just so glad that it's done and settled....

apart from that, i also can't wait to start the new semester....but also a little scared as to what i will be facing.....it will definitely be more difficult than a degree level (obviously)....i just hope i can cope and manage...

it's funny how at first i could have only see myself working after my degree...never would have thought that i would continue on with my studies....who knew? well i guess not even me...

i guess the 3 years in my degree life were very short....time flew so quickly....i just felt that i still haven't got enough of studying.....the life is so much simpler...(not so much la..)...better than working i suppose where almost everyday is the same routine....

anywayz,...i hope all goes well..

12th September 2011...the journey begins...hahahaha

Ramadhan 2011

wow...it's been nearly a year since my last post....

i've been so busy with uni, final year paper project....and finally I'm done with my degree..

how quickly 3 years have gone by...so many ups and downs...friendships gone stronger over time...

now Ramadhan has arrived, and it's one of the Ramadhan that i looked forward to...normally its Raya that seems more important...I guess time has changed me and what I look forward to..

plus I've been so busy...especially helping out with my dad and his business..

it started out good...then it was a bit disturbing and finally we changed the menu to Nasi Arab...and everything became better....business is better....

It started out really tiring....as we have no extra help anymore...just my dad, my mom and me...but Alhamdulillah...after a few days...we got used to it....waking up early is no biggie anymore...

another thing that is different is that I am not fasting at uni...so there is no break-fasting with my friends....how i missed going out for buka puasa...and also break-fasting in other people's room....at least 5 or 6 of us crammed in one room...yet it was one of the best time in my uni life during Ramadhan...

so now it's already been 20 days exactly since we started fasting....and everything has been great Alhamdulillah...I hope this year's Raya will be fun....and rewarding...hehehe...

also I hope to meet my friends.....u guys know who you are...

thats all for now...