a real test

well..today is the first day of ramadhan...how i wish i was at home...but i have duties as a student to fulfill.....i was just so happy today...up until i got a call from my brother....now this i was dreading....he was bearing bad news.....haih...i thought that the feud between him n my dad will be over soon...since it is Ramadhan month....but i guess not...things are just getting worse....i really hope i can do something about it...if not....i have no idea how i'm gonna face next week..

i have 5 tests that are coming up....3 in one day...straight.....sigh....i haven't even started studying yet....now with this problem at home....i honestly don't know how i'm gonna get through it.....i'm just praying to Allah so that i can have the strength and so will my papa who i know is going through a tough time.....i just hope my whole Family goes through ramadhan okay....it's just so saddening to see all this happening...and its only the first day....
*sigh*...

i just hope he continues on with his business....cause if he doesn't try....i don't think he will ever do it again...and give up...you don't know until you try...i guess that will be my new motto.....i just hope he will get through it.....

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